what i did today:
- went on a day trip to pennsylvania (3 hour drive each way😝). it was really nice to get out of the house all day, considering the weather was really rainy and horrible
- we stopped at a creek that looked very swimmable (too bad it's 3 hours away :( )
- on the way back home there was a sign that said $.50 book and i got 6 for $3!!
- started reading "the divde" on the way back, so far it's actually really good and i'm excited to get into reading more
- facetimed the girls (i miss them and i'm excited to see them soon, may take a trip to the city to see them) ❤️
my mood today: content and tired
any thoughts? i’m wondering if i’ve ever really been in love... any thoughts? on the drive today i started thinking to myself if i have ever really felt love before. i'm always so quick to move on and feel fine when i break up with someone and that makes me wonder if i care about them as much as i say i do, or if i've never actually been in love before. i mean also all my realtionships have ended either badly or because i know i deserve better (why can literlly no man ever give any girl the bare minimum). am i just hopeless at this point? let's see where this "situation ship" leads i guess.. but i don't want to rush things and i want to go with the flow of things since it's been recent since my last break up. i really don't want to "rebound".